I feel like the journey I am on with my son is changing who I am at a very deep level sometimes.
Things that used to matter so much to me are just, well, irrelevant now.
At the moment I am contemplating making a total sea change - like "leave the career I've spent 17 years building and doing something completely different" change.
It feels terrifying but also awesome.
Kind of like the rest of my life these days.
I have not decided.
But I keep coming back to the idea.
Tonight - snuggled in and pondering "what if" while the sleep beats at the window - it all seems possible.
when I have to pay bills,